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| Coming from a very frustrated Terry...
I complain that I have no one to turn to in Toronto... All my Ontario friends being either on the outskirts, or even in completly different cities, all over the region. I come back home to seek some sort of refuge, hang out with some old friends, etc... Absolutely nothing.
Besidez a random hangout with the members of my pho bich ngas, I've yet to be contacted by anyone in Vancouver right now. I ended up clubbing with my brothers and their friends (which was fucking fantastic, don't get me wrong)... People I haven't seen in almost a year, I try to talk to, and they brush me off. People who've promised to see me, or hang out with me, decide they're too busy to see me. Sounds mighty selfish of me right now, but it's going to be you guys who suffer when you realize you might not see me ever again!!! I'm leaving for Toronto in about 6 hours. I don't plan on coming back to Vancouver. I've got no motivation, no one worth making a bloody effort for. Party on Saturday, which has been advertised for about a week, had a show up of three people... THREE FUCKING PEOPLE! None of whom were any of my close friends from Highschool!!! Hate to do this, but I'm leaving for a good this time. Sorry guys... But you did it to yourselves.
To those who did make an effort, I thank you... It's just too bad the other guys had to ruin it for you.
BTW, don't bother leaving any comments. This is my last entry, and I don't intend on checking it.
Terry | | |
| Coming home on Saturday 22nd, middle of nowhere from sunday 23nd to friday 28th, wanting to get drunk saturday 29th, need to relax sunday 30th, leave monday 31st, back to work tuesday 1st.
Need a hug... I hate not having friends around in the T.Dot... Still can't believe it... Always end up as the brother. Fuck.
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| So today's the 22nd. Wow, I think Xanga just died lol.
Nothing much else new lately. More Hours @ work, 2nd job @ Timmy's, a new girl in life... Nothin too spectacular. Oh yeah, lotza booze, and a nicotine embargo as well. Guess there's more going on then I thought.
Missing Vancouver, missing the friends, missing the girl, missing the cigarettes... Can't wait till September lol... | | |
| Alrighty. So, it's been a while since I've been on here, which means one of two things:
- 1. I'm bored on a night in which I can't sleep... AGAIN!!! Or maybe I just don't feel like sleeping... Anyways...
- 2. People are probably wondering what the hell I'm up to lately, as I now live on the other side of Canada.
So here's a little update of what's been going down:
- Got a job at RW & Co. I've been working there for a couple of weeks now, doing alright I guess. I wish I had more hours... sigh, looks like I'm getting another job on top of that.
- I've been working out some more lately. I saw my first "TuPac" this morning, so now I'm really working the abs. Hurts SOOOO much. Started running more cause I seem to be gaining MORE weight. Back in the 160 mark, BUT, never fear, nothing a few kilometres of cardio can't do...
- JOSH CAME UP FOR THE VICTORIA WEEKEND!!! Damn, I missed that guy. Anyways, we partied for pretty much the ENTIRE weekend, which was about time cause I've been doing nothing but work and watch TV this entire month I've been here. Thursday he came up with Peter, we picked up Kale, had a victory smoke, followed by Chinese food at 10:00pm in China town. Gotta love China town. Eventually, we began cruising, then we christened a pipe with Kingston's finest. Then we slept after watching classic spiderman episodes on TV. Friday we went to Fairview mall to show him around. Then we went to Missisauga and got lost. A couple hours later (rather than the fifteen minutes it should've been lol) we get to Kale's, and we pick up Martina (who is SOOOOO fine... I need a towel...) and caught "The Da Vinci Code!" Cause we were too bloody lazy to read the book... Anyways, Saturday, I worked... Then we attempted to club, but the afterhours club we went to had a $50 FUCKING COVER CHARGE... So we decided to cruise Toronto until about 7:00AM, where we played XBOX until 10:30 and attempted to sleep, only to be awoken to cover someone at work cause she was sick... SO 1 1/2 sleepless hours later, I work for about 6 hours. Get picked up by Josh and go to some farm place for a massive ass kegger. Nothing spectacular, got drunk, had a few smokes, got a little high... went to be pretty early, about 4:00AM. Woke up at 10:00AM Monday, went home and slept ALL day... Then Josh had to leave, so I gave him a good bye kiss and he was off.
- June 1st is my Birthday, YAY!!! Finally gonna be legal. NO MORE FAKE ID'S FOR ME!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Probably gonna get trashed, go clubbing with friends, maybe get laid... uh sorry I'm fat! (inside joke)
Other than that, pretty boring week. Hope you enjoyed my update. Please come back some time next week when I figure out something to rant about... | | |
| Change... Change always seems to suck, though it's always been for the better. Change has been the only thing on my mind since I finished 1st year.
Life is full of changes. Sometimes we change our own lives. Sure, it's hard to give up smoking, but once you get over the first month, it gets better, and you can live without fear of lung cancer. The decision may be hard, but it's always better in the long run.
Sometimes, we change because our lives need to be more convinient. It might not be the smartest decision, but sometimes we need to live closer to our loved ones, even though we sacrifice an opportunity at an ivy-league school.
I've made up my mind. There's no turning back. I've decided to remain in Toronto for the entire summer. I appologize to everyone back in Vancouver, but there are way too many opportunies for me here. It's going to be tough, but I know it's for the better.
Have a great summer you guys.
Terry | | |
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